-[I]c3-Cr[3]aM's WoRlD

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Finally updated my blog after a long long time. xD I've decided to use this blog again. Hrmm... I've been to the Youthquake camp for 4 days and it could be the BEST camp I had ever been to in my entire life!!! =] It seriously rocked. I made so many friends, gained lots of experience and so much more. At first, I was a little put off when I saw the camp site... (It was a NS training campsite at KKB~Scary!) But it turned out to be a blast. The pastor was great too. This was how the camp went according to me:

Day 1

I arrived at Esther's house around 9am in the morning. We celebrated Michelle's b'day one day late with a tiny cake that Amanda brought. Fast forward to later. Esther's mum brought us to KL Wesley and from there we took a bus to the campsite. (Yeah!!!!) Reached there around 4-5pm? and then we registered and went to our respective dorms. I was in dorm H1 with Michelle! Woot~ And I was in Yosia, the same tribe with Amanda. Ain't I just plain lucky? Nyahahaha... LOL. After taking a shower and unpacking, we were briefed about the rules and regulations of the camp. Then it was time for dinner and later on, session 1 began. The pastor was a great guy, he kept making us laugh, his talks were interesting and his name is... Shawn McDowell. (Sorry if I spelt it wrong... Aiks!) Group discussion was right after that, and I got to know my 'family' aka small group. It was a barrel of laughs as we talked crap from our favourite Mc Donald burgers to spiders courtesy of one of the helpers in charge of logistics, Miss Elaine Toon. I skipped supper and then went to bed. I made friends with another girl from the dorm named Elaine too. She was nice and we always smile at each other when we pass by. (Hahahaha... I'm crazy.)

Day 2

Rise and shine at 7.00 am. We woke up and went for breakfast. Mmmm... Nice. xD After that, we had devotion and then worship. Session 2 started and after our break, we went to our respective workshops. I had the workshop I wanted, "Surfing the technology wave" without drowning in it". Michelle wanted that too but unfortunately, she didn't get it. (Bwahahahaha... I'm evil.) The first part was a lllliiittttlllllleeeee boring, but after lunch, things started getting better. I went there a tad too early so we talked to the person conducting the workshop and looked at some stuff on his pc. There was a really FUNNY video about road safety. So A.D.O.R.A.B.LE neh! ^-^ I laughed till my sides ached. The second part of the workshop was more interesting, I and Wee Kiat crapped a lot there too and after that it was break time! We had some activities that bore me to death (It was a talk from Methodist College) and then it got exciting when we played many fun games. I became a wolf in one of the games... But I don't know the name of the game though... The blindfolded people CHEATED!!! When we touch them they weren't supposed to move to let us spin them but they did! CHEATER!!!! Later on it was wash up time. The bathrooms are disgusting and dirty. Sobx. (One of the weak points of this camp.) Later on was dinner, worship then session 3. Weeeeeeeeeeee~ Another day has passed. Two more days to go.

DAy 3

I woke up at 5.30am due to the noise some of the noisy dorm mates were making. It was a BLACKOUT and everywhere was pitch black. (Yikes!) Me and my friends managed to brush our teeth and wash our faces with the help of a girl holding a torchlight. Then we went to the canteen area and worship started not long after. After breakfast (Breakfast was horrifying. The 'char kuey teow' tasted SOUR!!! Yuck!) was devotion then it was time for... the OUTDOOR ACTIVITIES!!! *Cheer cheer clap clap* We were divided into our tribes and we had 4 challenges, the hard(or was it heart?) challenge, the soul challenge, the strength challenge and lastly, the mind challenge. The soul challenge was a little painful due to the 'caterpillar' station thingy. (My poor legs felt like it was being cut by the ropes >.<) But the 'water-balloon' station was nice because I got to get WET! Then we were given free sandwiches and water. Nyahahaha... The strength challenge was next and boy, it was great fun. Climbing up walls, swinging on ropes, balancing on bridges... It really rocked. After that it was time for lunch. Munch brunch crunch... ^-^ Next, it was the time for the mind challenge! We had to do a presentation, build a 2 feet base out of straw to support an egg, and we had a word-search thingy. Then, it was the hard/heart challenge... Nyahahaha. It was the most fun among the 4 challenges. We got muddy and wet and DDDDIIIIRRRRTTTYYYYY! Wooootttttt~ We had to have 10 disabled people while doing that challenge and I became one of the mute ones. Ssshhhh... Downside is that those EVIL guys keep teasing me because they knew I couldn't scold them back. o.O" Those challenges were loads of fun and left us all exhausted. When we finally finished, we went back to our dorms and took a shower. Then it was dinner and worship. There was no group discussion for that day. Instead, we just talked and walked around the canteen. Our curfew was extended to 2am since it was the last night of camp. Yeah!!! We partied and rocked out to the worship band till 12am. I started to get a massive headache so I went to a less noisy place to calm myself down. Later on, it was poker poker poker all the way. All right! xD Black jack, cho tai di, cheat/bullshit/bluff??? were our chosen games. The wages went on higher and higher, as the loser had to eat twisties, (Isn't that a pleasure?!! Roar!) then we proceeded to slaps, (Ouch! >.<) and finally... DARES. Nyahahaha... Muahahahaha... Wakakakaka... Bwahahahaha... Waha- *cough cough* haha- *cough* ha. I was just about to be dared when... It's lights out! Weeeee~ Saved by the time. Kekeke... =P Last night of camp already... Sobx. Time flies when we're having fun.

Day 4

I woke up at 6 something and started packing my stuff. It was the last day of camp, and I didn't want to go back home. I want to stay longer...!!! Nnnnnnnooooooo... Lol. After breakfast, devotion, worship,session/PDP... It was time... To... Snap pictures...!!! *Cheer* I took lots and lots of pictures of me and my dear fellow friends. Hehe... Then, it was finally time to go home. My friends and I sat on the bus and said a last farewell to the yputhquake camp. Sayonara, au revoir, zai jian, selamat tinggal and goodbye till YOuthquake 2010! By then, I will be 18 already and it'll be my 2nd and last youthquake camp ever. Sad, isn't it?

And so ends my experience at the Youthquake camp 2006. It has been a blessing to have been there and I will continue to grow in the footsteps of God. This has been another amazing experience and I hope that I will be able to meet my newly found friends again. To Auntie Katherine, Uncle David and all my friends, Fern Yi, Melody, Amanda, Esther, Michelle, Bowie, Niklaus, Raymond, Aaron, Elaine, Eugene, Ithrana, Ai Mie, Derek, Andrew, Freddie, Eu Vin and many many more.... I shall never EVER forget you guys. Nyahahahahaha... Peace Out.

~YoUtHqUaK3 aDd!cT~

And here the story ends.
7:24 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Miss Boey Miss Boey Miss Boey... What do you want from me? Last time, you asked Michelle and Yee Rou not to stick with me and Esther because we are 'bad influences'. Now you tell me not to stick with Huixin, Pei Chyi and their gang. So what do you want me to do? Dump all my friends and be alone? Sigh... You want to spend more time with me? I don't think I can handle it. T.T Anyways, I don't have any idea on what is happening now. Haiz... Everyone seems to be in a bad mood nowadays. Oh yeah, IGNORE my last post...!!! It's all crap again. I tend to crap a LOT when I'm feeling down.

[I]c3-Cr3aM

And here the story ends.
10:11 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

Arrhhhhh... I did the worst mistake of my life EVER. The 1st and only time I decide to break the rules, I get in trouble. The worst thing is, I got my friend into trouble too because I was the one who asked her to bring her phone to school. So much guilt... I can't take it!!! Please please please don't tell my parents... They'll kill me. Sobx. Sigh... But it is my fault after all. I can't blame it on anyone but me. Besides, Miss Boey wasn't that bad... At least she never called our parents straight away. >.<" I'm sorry to all those who got into trouble because of my foolishness. I'm so so so so sssooooo SORRY...!!! By the way, I sucked as a choral speaking conductor. Sobx. Michelle said I was so cute and I was like... What the? Conductors aren't supposed to be cute...!!! Then Suet Yan said I was cute too because I looked so innocent and blur. Honestly... Me? INNOCENT?! Ah well... My class is going to lose anyway. They forgot their lines for goodness sake!!! Sheesshhh... Remind me never to be the conductor again. Sucks for those who got me into this mess.

~GuIlTy As ChArG3D~

And here the story ends.
10:42 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Okay... Screw wateva I said in my last post. It was just a bunch of crap. Muahahaha...? Someone said I have a unique way of thinking. O.o Wat the...? Lol... Anyways, Michie thinks Kurtsie is ssswwweeettttttt.... Awwwww.... Ain't that great? Nyahahaha. I think I'm gonna play FLYFF again... Maple is juz... Dumb... And weird... Anyways, RayIyn is back playing too...!!! I absolutely lurve her... >.< She's my sis in flyff last time and we almost had the same identical names...!!! Freaky...!!! Lalalalala~ Anyhows, I gotta go play flyffie or maple... Excusez moi for my broken grammar. Too lazy to type. xD

And here the story ends.
7:19 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

I give up. I surrender. I don't want to do this anymore... I want to return to the past when we were just friends. I regretted asking you who you liked. It was pure bliss being with you at first. I just never realized the pain that came with it. Our relationship is breaking apart now. Hanging on to the last threads that threathens to break, all hope is lost and gone. You used to love me but now, even you don't have that answer. Ask yourself, do you still love me? Somehow, I don't want to know the answer. It hurts being with you, but it hurts even more to be without you. Either way, it's a lose-lose situation. I love you too much to let you go. If you really stopped loving me, please, by all means, tell me now. Tell me before I fall for you even more. I wish somehow we could patch things up and everything will return to normal. But I don't think that's possible anymore. Relationships come and go. Yes, I know that, but it's just too hard to take. After all, you are considered as my first love. You are the only person I have ever loved so much that I don't think I can live without you. Alas, everything is about to end. Eventhough you never said anything, I have a feeling that our relationsip won't last long. No one will ever be able to comprehend the pain I'll go through to set you free. Maybe there is a better girl for you out there. After all, no one deserves to have someone like me. I had always been alone and maybe it's my destiny to be alone forever. As long as you're happy, I'm happy. I've loved you, I still do, and I'll continue to love you till the ends of time.

PS: I, Hikaru Izumi Alexia Evangeline Momoe Chan, solemnly vow that I shall never fall in love again. It's too painful to bear with.

~CrYsTaLlIn3 t3ArS rUnNiNg DoWn My FaC3 As I gAz3 uPoN tHiS uNhApPy PlAc3~

And here the story ends.
4:08 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

[Above] Newest cash items in FLYFF: The tuxedo and pink dress sets. =)
I seem to have fallen in love with FLYFF Online again. Their cash items are to DIE for!!! Nyahahaha... Lol. I wanna have their pink dress set and the bunny ears, and maid set, and many many more. Hehe. Anyone can buy them for me? Pretty pretty please? =3

~In LoV3 WiTh FLYFF~

And here the story ends.
7:37 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

I'm in a really WEIRD mood today. I don't know what's wrong with me. Can anybody tell me what's wrong? I feel rather depressed somehow. Sigh... Life is really weird. Can't I be normal for once? I really honestly don't know what's wrong with my mother either. When I raise my voice a little while talking to her, she claims I'm screaming at her. Then when I don't reply, she thinks I'm ignoring her and I'm rude. So I tried being nice and yet she still acts so badly towards me. With my brothers, it's all smiles and soft-spoken while with me, she speaks with an angry tone. What kind of justice is this??? I really try my best not to hate her but I just can't. She never cares about my feelings and she ignores me most of the time. All I want is a KIND and LOVING mother. Is that too much to ask for? Even if she hates me, at least acknowledge me as a human. I'm not a speck of dust you know. I have feelings too!!! Huh...

~B3InG iGnOr3d~

And here the story ends.
11:42 PM